User blog comment:Aphmau101/Why lilly's been gone/@comment-26863759-20160203033953/@comment-27689857-20160203050128

You dont get it, it was my falt, we were best friends, when i was younger i was jealous of her because she got all the attention, i wished bad on her, i know it was bad but i did. And you know what she did, she was so nice she knew i was jealous she spent most of her time with me either talking about aphmau/laurmau, watching aphmau or doing anything with me, she let me pick every time, whe didnt make friends because of me, she said i was her friend, but she came home after shcool played with me. After time the jealousy turmed into love, and she loved me so much she'd risk her own life for ME, i didnt deserve her. She was bullied and never talked about it she acted fine, but she wasnt, i killed her because i went somewhere she was begging me not to go, then she payed the price, she told me it was me or her, if it was me i still would'nt make it. Its MY  fault. My mistake caust her life. I almost died as well but shes the one who died when it should have been me.