User blog:Aphmau101/What i want everyone to know

Hello i am Lilly's little sister, i am one of 10 inclouding Lilly. I loved Lilly, she loved me. I am 12 years old, i will be taking over Lilly's wiki acount, its my fault Lilly died. And i am so so so sorry, i will probably never have as much love in my blogs then she did hers, i dont even know if people will listen to me, but i promised Lilly i'd do it, and well here i am. But i am willing to do every thing she did on this wiki acount, and when its time for Q n A you can ask about Lilly, too. I will tell a little about me. I was born 2003, April 5, witch makes me 3 years younger than Lilly was. I always felt like i was in Lillys shadow, people told me " Lilly is so sweet, Lilly is so nice, Why cant you be more like Lilly" and stuff like that, and after awhile i believed it, i am the reason she said what she did in her secend blog, as alway she was trying to inspire me. She always told me that we are all specail, God loved us all the same, even though i was loved less than Lilly by my own parents. She was my light, my shing angel, and just like a sisterly laurence and aphmau, she was the light in my darkness, she hung out with me all the time, but in 2009 my grandfather died then i pushed everyone out. I stayed in my room all day after shcool, my grandfather and i were so close. I even pushed Lilly out, soon after we found out that Lilly had cancer and not long to live, i pushed even farther by them, finaly i was to lonely i needed someone so i let Lilly back in we where the baest friends, 2010 rolled around i was bullied alot, she was my only friend, and i was the reason she didnt make friends, we watched aphmau all the time at this point. We watched aphmau every day, she said i am not going to die before i see who aphmau goes with, i dont know what else to say if you guys want to hear more coment below if so