User blog comment:AphmauLOVEfan/If Zane was good/@comment-27282940-20151231034700

Sorry I haven't been able to upload! I was frustrated, annoyed, starting to give up hope, and had some immediate breakdown. "Breakdown" is a way I forget everything and start pouring down sadness. Just releasing them. Hoping, crying, and suppressing everything. That's at least what you can do while there's nobody that could understand every bit of you fully.

But! After the helpful long breakdowns, I felt like I had to return to my dreams and move on! :)

My icon is my pet bunny who died. Her name was Shiny, named after her shining eyes! ;)

Ah, too much into the past! Let's go post....