User blog:AphmauLOVEfan/My Pet Bunny, Shiny!

Hello! Are you ready to know about my pet bunny... SHINY?!
My profile picture shows a CUTE bunny. She was my pet bunny.

OMG AWW DAT CUTE BUNNY!!! She's so cute!!


 * ahem* sorry..

My dad wanted to go to Korea to visit his parents. Since we live in America because of my brother and I (4 education). So did mom.

We all went. You see, I was very aggressive and sensitive about my bunny, so I left with a heavy heart. Someone was going to take care of a bunny. Dad would come later. And until the person would take care of my bunny, dad would.

When I arrived to Korea, I started to awfully miss her. I cried at nights, oh, did I tell you? I had a tension between my mom's mom. Well, grandma. You see.. we fought a lot. I even said i hated her.. :(

Behind her back.

We fought, and fought, and the stress was getting me. What can u do when you're frustrated? Play games, duh. I started to play games, saying I was writing because I KNEW they would NEVER UNDERSTAND! Mom was exactly like grandma. Their angry looks, the way they MOCK AT PEOPLE AND GOSSIP.. I HATE THE FACT I LOOK LIKE HER A BIT. (sorry, I just got angry there..)!

Anyways, mom didn't get to believe in anything, she never got anything she wanted when she was young, she had to take all the blames of her siblings, but she always loved her mother by heart.

Ah, whatever.. now! I was watching tv, AND playing games. XD

When mom suddenly kept saying she loved me, and she's sorry. I was like, WT..?

"What happened? Is Shiny dead or something?" I snorted. She said Shiny ran away. I cried, and hoped she would return.

Maybe mom thought rather than me hoping Shiny to come- who would never.. told me the truth.

"SHINY is dead."

I cried more. I cried. I started to hate everything. I hated grandma for giving me such a hard time. She didn't even know. I hated grandma's down the road, telling me to move out the way. I started to curse inside me, and anger drove me mad. I cried even more but I wanted Shiny's pictures and videos. Dad deleted them though. Why?! Probably his way of coping death was to never talk about it. I hated my friends for being SO ANNOYING AND SELFISH even though they never cared about the pets that died. I never knew them personally, but I just felt like friends were just a bad thing to have. I started wanting to be alone. I've ALWAYS wanted friends since I was a lone. Only Shiny made me bright. Ugh, break is over soon, and I hate school. My way of coping sadness, was to play games, have a breakdown, and to be left alone. Or go onto internet, be happy where there's so much nice people! :)

Here's one picture. Maybe I can post more by mom sending me mails of her.



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